How to Destroy Everything in your life - One moment at a time

Ok, so here I am trying to pick the pieces of my broken life up. I lost my necklace :-( My brakes are broke. My family thinks I am a failure. I am finally working (no job since the day after last Christmas). I swear they may as well pay me in peanuts... But hey! I am alive and free and So is my boyfriend. Oh yeah, no friends... no where to live right now *blah* All because this stupid butch from Indiana, near Chicago named Nichole Anne Jacobs decided that she wanted to run away to here, met my boyfriend while he was in mental crisis and got him hooked of fucking herion>>>